chrissiQx2's blog

Was hoping to go away for the weekend ( a long weekend!!) but I got my scan appointment for Monday so that put a spanner in the works!! Maybe in a couple of weeks time instead! Work has been good too, picked up again after my 3 weeks off except Wednesday was too busy for me, I was shattered and still havent managed to catch up. Although I feel very well I have underestimated how tired I get and how easily I get tired…

I had my oncology appointment yesterday morning and as I had anticipated things have changed a bit!! When I got the results of my recent surgery I was given an idea of what they had decided to do as far as treatment goes and had gone with the impression this would be starting as soon as possible. But you know the docs they never seem to be in too much of a hurry. So anyway my oncologist wants me to have a PET scan to…

I have just spent the morning at work providing beauty treatments for several clients, I'm now at home listening to my delightful children arguing and throwing cushions at each other. Its just gone very dark outside and a rumble of thunder just resounded near by. I can hear police sirens in the distance and the downpour of rain that has just begun. I'm wondering if my son is ok at his friends house and what I am going…

Well I must say I feel alot better today and less tired. I think I have lightened the load a little!! Did some training at work which I really enjoyed so it was a much more layed back day, not rushing around the salon like a blue a@*#d fly!! I have had my best friend around for coffee and ordered a costume for a fancy dress party I am going to Saturday. I wasnt going to go because I was feeling low and didnt fancy it…

This is my first blog so it probably wont be very good/interesting as my thoughts never materialise well onto ''paper'' but always sound good in my head. Like I said in the title I am just sad today. I keep thinking about what is happening to me and why and then thinking about my children and worrying about them and its all just alot to think about! My daughter who is 5 reminded me that I said she could have my wedding…