Im Sorry to you all xxx

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You all must be thinking by now Here she goes again! Last one i promise, the tears are flowing as i am writing this x

I would like to say a big thanks you to all in chat who over the past few months have helped me in any way especially you johnoconnor im really grateful that you took the time thats first day you got me talking - you gave me the kick i needed to open up.

I have tried so hard over the last few months to get myself sorted but losing my daughter has really gave me a bump. Still now 6 months on i dont understand why her - why a four year old who had her whole life ahead of her - its beyond me.

Chat has been a lovely place to be and im so glad i have found you all, and i hope in some way i have maybe helped some of you although very unlikely at the moment.

People keep asking how i am but i cant explain all i know is im not me im not megan and i know that doesnt make any sense but hey....which is why i feel like i dont belong here anymore and i am wasting everyones time.

I also want to say sorry to everyone who has had to listen to me moaning on and to say hopefully i wont be bothering you all again after tonight.

Once again thanks so much and Goodbye - will miss you all loads xxx

Megan

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Megan,

    Not been in Chat much lately, but have had quite a few conversations with you and would be sad to think you weren't going to be there anymore. Why have you suddenly made this decision? If John and a few others are helping why not let them continue? I know you think you're not moving forward but perhaps you are in small steps. I know from chatting to you that you have had a huge amount of sadness to deal with over the last months and if I could take only a small part of your pain I would. But thats not possible so please keep coming in to Chat and let us help you in the only way we can - with love, support and LISTENING, you're not moaning, you're grieving and hopefully in time we'll see you healing.

    Love and hugs

    Maxine

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Don't go love, we can try and help you if you let us, talk to us love....Carol x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    oh megan, huni ,i didnt reply earlier as had an awful feeling something was wrong, we now find out your in hospital, i really hope what im thinking is wrong , but all  i will say hun ,your never moaning your a lovely kind kind girl who has helpled and listened to me, as i hope i have too you, please come back when your better , i have all the time in the world for you :) , lots of love and hugs xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Megan, I can promise you no-one has ever thought Here she goes again! We all want to be here for you honey. I, for one, wish I could take some of your pain away and I'm sure all of the others feel the same way.

    You would be very much missed on this site. You have been willing to give support to others especially going through what you have been. That makes you a very special person.

    I hope you get better soon and get the help you need honey. You have been through so much, I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.

    Sending lots of love and hugs your way.

    Christine xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Megan,

    If you can read this remember what Carol said if you need to talk to someone,We are here for you

    You are welcome here. We need you just as much as you need us Thats why we are a Family, to support.Love and Understand eachother. So if you

    are feeling really down, where better to come and talk it over than here .I promise you will feel a lot better,if you can get your thoughts and  problems

    to someone you can trust on the site even by P/M.

    of your chest. The sooner you come back on site the happier you will make us all feel.

    Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love. All your friends on the site. Sarsfield.xxx