I wasn't going to blog today. I was going to wait until tomorrow.
I had a bad night last night. I reacted to the morphine, it made me feel oh so sick. Very sick.
Our friends had taken the children off our hands for a few hours so we could go out by ourselves. We chose to go for a walk along the river. We talked how we look like a normal couple enjoying a walk, we talked about how you never really know what a person…
Since we told the children they have bounced back to their normal way of life but they are more clingy. After years of not wanting cuddles my eldest is cuddling me on and off all day and my little girl wants to sit close to me lots. She has been drawing me pictures telling me she loves me.
Thankfully the twins are too young to understand and they are expecting me to be me, this distracts me and helps me to forget, for…
I came home yesterday, not really sure I wanted to but I did all at the same time.
Coming home meant I really had to accept my lot, I had to continue my life but as a cancer patient.
Coming home meant we had to tell the children.
How do you tell your children something like this?
Our beautiful children. I am going to break their hearts.
I wish I didn't have to do it.
Within minutes of being home the boys insisted on a breastfeed…
