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Well im home and really unhappy about today I was suppose to get the news i have waited so long to hear 10 weeks 10 long weeks and today was going to be my day they were going to tell me what i have next whether it was surgery or chemo and more importantly when it would start I had 2 scans done last week a CT and a micro bubble ultra sound scan so they could have a good look and decide Well that decision didnt happen…

Well i am so tired today i went to hammersmith had to be there at 8.15am for my CT scan all went according to plan then i had to get to northwick park before 11.30 to see onco, That was a bit of a trek but got there and she told me that she had applied for a trial treatment which i knew nothing about she said it might be an option but good news sort of anyway they have to test my cancer to see if it will work and if it…

Hello my wonderfull friends Well today i had my appointment at 3pm so i got there early didnt wanna be late i have waited so long for this appointment. got there at 2.30 went to the clinic and they were waiting for me knew i was coming (suprise suprise i had been a pain in the arse for the last week lol). Clinic was runing late how late well 2 hours didnt get out of there till 5.40, But left with so much information…

Hi guys Just to let you all know that i got the phone call i have been waiting for from the hospital. Finally i have an appointment for wednesday at 3pm. After i have called and been a pain in the %%%% then i got my macmillan nurse onto them they finally have called me back and i will see the liver surgeons tomorrow. Now im scared. Trying to think of all the questions i need to ask and my mind is blank so any help i…

Well its been 10 days today since i was told that my liver cancer might not be curable. You ask what have they done NOTHING yeah i cant believe it either, I have phoned them telling them how stressed i am, The secretary didnt even know who i was so i told her everything and she was going to sort it out, Well still nothing, what am i supposed to tell my kids the doctors dont give a shit. I'm sorry none of this is making…