bren26's blog

  • hanging on

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hubby is holding his own, not getting alot better but not worse.  His blood levels are slightly better, oncologist said they would normalize on their own after the chemo starts to leave his body.  His blood pressure is still very low and needing heavy meds to support it which is a very big concern.  Still on the respirator as he is not strong enough to push out the air from his lungs.  But he has passed the 48 critical hours…

  • in denial

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I guess I have been in denial.  Haven't had time to take in that hubby has cancer, never mind that I am going to lose him soon.  Spoke to his oncologist yesterday and the next couple of days are critical.  He has massive infections from the chemo and is not doing well at all.  Even if he does get through this, he won't be able to handle more chemo and the cancer is very agressive so I won't have him for long and I don…

  • down again

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Doctor for intensive care just called and scared me.  He is doing the same.  She is so negative and I don't really like her, I would like to get him transferred somewhere else but don't think at this point that is possible.  She said hubby has massive infection in his stomach area which he has had since being in hospital 4 weeks ago.  His kidneys are not working well, they are having trouble keeping his blood pressure…

  • waiting game again

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hubby is definately doing better on his respirator, almost ready to come off of it, we had thought it might be today but they say he is not able to yet.  So frustrating, he is very alert and getting restless, stuck in bed all day at the hospital.  He is still in intensive care and will be until they can get him breathing well enough on his own.  So chemo is on hold until he is strong enough to handle it.  It is pretty scary…

  • a bit better

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hubby is showing a tiny bit of improvement, his oxygen levels are getting better and they are gradually going to wean him off the respirator.  Finally got the drain in him today and drained a lot of fluid from his tummy already so by tomorrow he should be much more comfortable.  He is very aware and alert even on the respirator and hoping to get him out of ICU and back into the oncology ward very soon.  Still has loads of…