Becky's blog

Hi All,

I know that this may seem like a slightly strange thing to request but I am searching for people who have lost their spouses who could possibly help me to help my mum.

We lost my dad in December 2008 and even though we have just passed the 1 year anniversary life doent seem to get any better, I miss him constantly and the pain of loosing him still kills me not to mention the mammoth hole that has been blown out…

Whoever said "time is a healer" made that up.  As time passes it gets harder and harder and harder - not easier.  I dont even know what to write, other than I am missing my wonderful dad more and more each day and the missing, remembering, and needing is impossibly hard.  He was everything to me...how do you ever feel better about loosing someone so special and central in your life?  I cant imagine ever feeling…

Hi Guys, Today has been a real tough day, missing dad never gets any easier and I wish i could just hear his voice, his whistle or see his gorgeous blue eyes looking at me or she his huge hands hogging the remote, the endless wants and needs are endless. It was one of my good friends dads funeral today also and I couldnt go because the loss of my dad and his funeral is still so raw, she understood but I still felt terrible…