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  • first meeting with oncologist

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi all, hope you are all having a good day.

     I had my appointment letter to see my oncologist yesterday, it is for tomorrow the 11th November. I cried in private while in the shower lol, as i feel that i shouldn't cry around others especially my family. I have to be strong all the time which is bloody hard. I know i'm luckier than some of the people who use this site, but still can't understand why me. It as now dawned…

  • new to the site

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hello everyone, i'm new to the site. I have been reading some of your fantastic blogs and found lots of inspiration and comfort from them so thank you for posting. I was diagnosed 9th october 2009, at the age of 44, right in the mist of breast cancer awareness month, i found this hard because i couldn't deal with it in private it was all over the place. I found at times this annoyed  me because when i wanted to escape…