alan gerrard's blog

  • dont take long does it

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi People

    been looking at this for half hour now the title that is ,deciding wether or not to continue .had a little cry to , see not only you women that cry, going down hill again you see.not been work since wed. with going London had good two days there plenty to say and more important plenty to tell it to.Came home full of it went to chat to tell you all about it and no chat.Bummer.been up for 38 hours now you see…

  • what chat room

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    FormerMember

    Well they have done it again ilearned from you allhow much you missed the orriganel sitr sorry don t know what they were called i do know a lot of you did not like the chat as much but at least we had it. now its gone .because i have been talking to you all over the last few months i gained a lot of confidence especialy from my rock she knows who she is .its through you that i became a cancer voice.Hopeing to find out…

  • Its Starting Again

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    Ithought i was getting over these feelings of dread at the way my life could go but since i heard about Carrol they have started to reserface with more strength than before .Not been bed for nearlly two days now dont know if will be able to sleep tonight will try .not going work tomorrow cant face it at moment well not the work the people .not all of them mainlly the bosses i have worked for them for seventeen years and…

  • Alost friend

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    I recieved news today that a young woman who was in hospital with me passed away on the 30th september. Igot to know her through her husband he is the son of a woman whose house we used to peg off in . thats beside the point Carrol had the same as me AMLand the same treatment unlike me she wasdown for stem cell transplant , i had a fourth lot of chemo on account of age and no donors. At the time they then decided she would…

  • october ninth tent at gatwick

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    Iwould like to know if any one out there is going to the macmillon event at the Hilton hotel Gatwick airport the week end of the 9/10 october a week on friday would like to chat about it as i have not been to one before and i am a bit nervous about it