My stem cells are back in, and my bloods have yet to collapse so in theory im still allowed outside, but somehow it feels like the nurses dont like people escaping and sitting outside enjoying the evening,
Im going to risk it and escape for an hour
Im starting to dislike this hotel,
There is no pool here or pool bar, the staff are very keen for you not to leave your room.
They seem to have picked up a policy of waking me up every hour during the night, mumbling something about hydration for stem cells,
Just as i manage to get to sleep another breaks in we the mumbling about obvs
Then one want to rank my arm and take blood,
Finally its over i can get some…
Well my so called rest day, doesnt seem like one
4 early morning obs before 10
6am blood samples, , why 6am
And now two lots of potassium iv drips
Whoopie for rest days, hate to have a busy day here
Got myself a big room on my own with a proper tv on the wall, even got an exercise bike in the room ,don't think i be using that, a fridge, yep already go my drinks in it,
But no nice view, , cant see the beach , oh well, cant seem to locate the indoor swimming pool or the pool side bar,
Room service is a bit strange, they come in unannounced, wanting to know if i had plenty to drink, ?
Well no i cant find the pool…
After getting all prepared to go yesterday, no bed, so one extra day of freedom,but now they have a bed, and on a friday as well, not sure why but friday always seems the hardest to go in on,
Or is it that you have a glimpse of maybe going in on a monday,
Oh well last time all seemed so easy last year, just a small spot of cancer, but even that didnt stop a reoccurrence
Now it seems impossible , as just cant see it…
