3rd dance with germ cell cancer

Well last evening of comfort before i go back for my last HDC session Just as my body recovering, they put me though it again Back to. Nurses taken my blood pressure at strange times of the day, i think the worst one is the 6am check Nice as they are and the reasons they do it, its still a pain, Yuck hospital food , dont even need chemo anymore to make me feel sick. Hopefully i get a room to myself so nicer then…

I thought i update this blog, in september 2012 a month after intense. Chemo i found out what what the tumour marker afp meant, my afp at diagnosed was 415000, to me it was just a number, meant absolutely nothing, ,they told me the number i just shugged, 4 weeks later professor Howich explained to me it was decreasing a half every week and was only about 90000 woohoo i thought thats good, treatment working as expected…

In the last two years is that the same people haven't learnt from there mistakes, I saw a number of people buy houses two years ago on homes under the hammer and they ended up losing money, since then i've seen them buy identical houses iin the same street make the same mistakes and lose the same amount of money, I get up take my post chemo pills, flop on the couch recovering from chemo and blow me they at it again buying…

Did something you should avoid doing, but find it hard not to, started adding up my weeks of treatment since this silly cancer game started, decided to ignore the odd month or to when i was recovering from the cumulative effects of the chemo, and ignored the weeks after radiotherapy finished as didnt think they counted . So in 23 months, ive spent 13 in treatment, What on earth have i done with those other ten, Ok…

Nope not for, ive looked in my diary and nope not an appointment for me i haven't got one till friday whoopie Nope its my wifes she has to have a blood test as she she feeling immensely run down , and her Drs asked for a blood test, wonder why,? It cant be running around after me for the last two months, turning up to work then rushing to hospital to visit me, The continual stress over my cancer for the past two years…