haven,t bloged for a while. wen,t into chat saturday,found it good but very hard to keep up.well keep trying hopefully i will get better.Can,t sleep its not a good week ,my little granddaughter would have been 5yrs old on thursday had she lived .her mother was told when she was 7mths pregnant that she had died.she delivered her,and she was this tiny perfect little girl.her other grandfather is a minister.a man with a…