Update. Good news week !

Hi Everyone, just wanted to give you an update. Went to see Oncologist last week, treatment complete Yay. I said I am still waiting for my CT scan appointment, she said well you don't need one as your last one was completely clear of any Cancer !!!!!!! Yippee fabby dooby! I am so happy, did a little happy dance down the corridor.  I am now on 3 month appointments, so I will have 2? this year, and then 6 monthly for the following year and then self referring. Goodness me what a blumin relief, I had already planned my funeral (as you do at silly o clock in the morning) written letters my loved ones, convinced I was a goner. Soooooo my new default setting is the following, until I am told otherwise I am fit healthy and well!

This journey has been long and very hard, the Chemo was horrible especially nearing the end, didn't have my final one as I was neutropenic, Brachytherapy was ok, external RT was a chore. But you know what ? I've done it. Finished. Over. There is hope for all of you lovely ladies newly diagnosed, keep on going. Take one day at a time. I was told by Fairycake that it was doable. It is, honestly.

These paths that we find ourselves walking down through life can be rocky, life will never be smooth for any of us. These past 2 and half years have been a nightmare, losing our son and then the cancer diagnosis last year. But I have never asked myself why me ? I have only said why not me? I have met so many lovely people on this journey some will survive, some sadly won't make it. But I am going to get on with my life now, try and enjoy every day and forget for the next 3 months anything to do with Cancer ! 

With Love hope and blessings to you all.

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