First wobble

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Evening

I've been ok up till now. I am not bothered about treatment or testing scanning. Just the waiting for results. I have my CT with contrast scan tomorrow and I'm now thinking about the weeks wait for results. 

That said I am back at work next week so the run up to getting the results and my oncology appointment on Friday should come round quick. 

Wobble over. Feels better to write it down and get it out there. 

  • Hi Cheesewell welcome to the forum and glad that you felt able to come visit us here and write down how you are feeling and also glad that it has helped.

    Its ok to have a wobble and you are not alone in that but it sounds like you have got this with being at work ,that will keep you busy and as you say should make the time pass quicker.The waiting is the pits bit please keep in touch and let us know how the results go as we will be thinking of you.  Sending some hugs your way meantime. xx

    gail

     
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  • Ahhh thank you for reaching out. Will let you know how it goes on Friday.

    Wait is worse than being given diagnosis.

    I love this forum. 

    Take care yourself. 

  • Hi cheesewell

    it fine to have a wobble, it’s only natural. It’s great that you can work to keep yourself busy while you wait for your results. Being busy certainly makes the time go faster.

    Wishing you the best of luck with your CT Scan tomorrow and with your results next Friday.

    Best wishes and take care.

    Daisy53

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  • Thanks Daisy. I know what it was. I had a dream and I died. I floated into thick stars and looked down on my mum. I kept saying its lovely mum. Then I woke up but had sleep paralysis for ages. It was so real and vivid that I was in shock. 

    Had a few weird dreams lately.