I saw today the radiologist, was an interesting talk ,no conclusions yet ,he's a young man ,he start talking about the normal procedure to zap only the prostate to increase my life expectancy, I told him immediately that was not acceptable, I want all pelvic area zapped and possibly to boost on lymph nodes, he had not read my file yet ,I told him that for me the chance of cure is always op front ,he told he had to check the amount of lymph nodes and where were those lymph nodes ,he didn't want to answer based only in what I was telling him ,he said 5 lymph nodes on pelvic region is still doable, now he is going to read my fille and talk to his colleagues and telephone me next Friday with the decision, he talk something about 28 for radiation numbers but my mind was so focused about tell him what I wanted that the 28 something about radiating escape from me ,my wife says I talk to much when I'm with doctors, but I want them to understand that I'm not just another patient, it's my life we are dealing and I want the best chances I can get and for me I still see the possibility of cure and that's my goal ,told him , you can tell me it will increase your life expectancy for 20 years that I will still fight for a cure ,if it is still possible that's my goal ,he was not closed to the idea of zapped all and 5 is still viable, that's good ,if the answer next Friday is no I'm going somewhere else.
