Hello, on Thursday morning I felt that partner deteriorating and no one seems to understand. I phoned gp surgery to ask if buscopan would be all right to take with other meds as pain is almost constant, or if they had any suggestions. I also said we hadn't heard from dietician receptionist told me to phone hospital re dietician and she would speak to doctor re pain relief. Dietician office said he wasn't on the list and could take 14 weeks, I told them we couldn't wait that long so they said someone would phone me that afternoon. I also spoke to hospital oncologist receptionist re his condition and she gave me the number of the specialist nurse, and I left a message with her. In the meantime the GP phoned and asked to see partner and she adrred when she saw him that it was too long to wait for next oncologist appointment and ordered bloods, she was on the verge of admitting him but decided to wait until Monday, when we have to phone her back. She said to get in touch anytime over weekend if needed. Dietician phoned back that afternoon and asked if we had received the appointment for next Friday at 2pm. I said no but had an appointment with General surgery, she asked who we would be seeing and when I read the name she said that was the dietician and she agreed it was confusing!
Yesterday afternoon partner found energy to buy an expensive car without me seeing it. I was hoping for a bungalow on a bus route. I know it's his money and holidays and meals are not happening at the moment, but I still felt hurt. I tried not to say how I felt as I really don't want memories of shouting and screaming
