Hello, I was first diagnosed with breast cancer in 2010, followed by ovarian cancer in 2022. I had chemotherapy treatment after each diagnosis and opted for major debulking surgery in May 2023. Everything was going so well until August when I was told I had reoccurrence in my lymph nodes. My oncologist talked about quality and long term chemotherapy to try and stabilise the disease and give some longevity of life. I have a beautiful loving family and too much to be here for. So yesterday I started chemotherapy treatment again for a 3rd time. Feeling very grateful that I'm feeling ok although I know it's early days. I don't want to think too far ahead but I know in my heart this is the right decision for me. Yes, im scared for what lies ahead but none of really know what each day will bring
Hi Lil60
I am sorry to hear that you have had a recurrence in your lymph nodes.
I hope that the chemo will go well for you and that any side effects are manageable. My chemo was carboplatin and paclitaxel and although tough going at times- It did feel manageable. Having your family around you will undoubtedly help.
I remember feeling scared before my chemo and it is natural to be worried about what is ahead but as you say no one really knows what each day will bring. We do have the Support Line available from 8am-8pm is at any point you feel like talking things through would help. I know for me sometimes I found it helpful to talk to people who weren't directly involved.
If there is anything else you need, please do ask.
Jane
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