Evening all hope you all had a lovely Easter bank holiday, I would just like to share my anxiety and anticipation that I have been going through lately , I was diagnosed in August of last year and have been coping well with my treatment and anxiety until recently , I started my chemo in October with the view to having 3 cycles surgery for debunking then 3 more cycles after the surgery, surgery took place a week before Xmas and it wasn’t until the next day after surgery I was informed they could not perform the surgery as the cancer has attached to the bowel and will need a bowel surgeon along with the gynaecologist surgeon so had 3 more cycles of chemo which ended on 25th feb, now the anxiety and anticipation have really kicked in has they have to get a date when the 2 surgeons are free to work together , as we all know our lives with cancer can be so structured but now I feel just left on my own, I get they have busy lives but the waiting for the phone call or a letter every day is so hard, I swear if I had hair I would be pulling it out
