Targeted therapy stopped because of perferated bowel and abcess

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I was diagnosed dec 24 after operation to remove a mass , I've had debulking plus the two chemo,s used for ovarian cancer.  After 3 chemo treatments results of scan showed a new growth in pelvis lining and still showing cancer in right side of pelvis. So introduced targeted therapy.  Had 7 rounds of this treatment.  Then ended up in hospital with bowel perforation and abcess.  Oncologist stopped the targeted therapy.  I know find myself very scared and depressed because all my hope was in the targeted therapy.  Now I feel like my safety blanket has been pulled from under my feet. Now I just keep thinking about how it's gonna grow uncontrollably.  I have high grade serous carcinoma grade 3 b. Has anyone else had the same experience? If so how are you coping ? . Would be so grateful to hear from anyone in same situation.  Thanking you .

    1. Dear Jaynio, I am sorry to read your of your diagnosis. I can relate to your fears and concerns as I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer back in Nov 2022 had chemotherapy and opted for major debulkingCry surgery. Long story short I have been doing well. I was on Olaprib for just shy of 2 years and able to enjoy my family, holidays and my beautiful garden. I am sadly experiencing again the fear of the known as my cancer and I'll say it quickly has returned. Cry  It was like the rug was pulled from under my feet. It is now affecting my lymph nodes and I've opted to have chemotherapy again to try and stabliise the disease.  It's early days as I only restarted my treatment on Monday but so far I'm thinking I can do this. I consider myself lucky. I have as I said earlier a beautiful loving family, a  a nearly 3 year old grandson and another due at the beginning of December. My medicine will continue to seek sanctuary in my garden even though winter is on its way and make the most of each day. I find keeping good friends by my side is helpful bit acquaintances are generally only seeking to spread my bad news. (But that maybe that's just my experience as we've lived here 37 years. I worked at the local primary school and played a big role in the community). Please feel able to chat if you like x
  • Aww hello lil 60. Thanks for your reply 

      I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. Return of the cancer . I don't have any friends to be honest ,that I see any more. But I've 3 sisters & 3 brothers. My husband is a godsend he really looks aftef me. I find it hard sharing my fears and worries. I am waiting to see a phycologist though. Hoping they will help me cope with my  worse thoughts. I havnt been offered alternative treatment at the moment,  which worries me . Have a scan in November and will take it from there. I hope your treatment goes well and you continue to enjoy your garden and your grandson.  I have 5 grandchildren,  but 2 live in Ireland,  3 live over 300 mile return trip. So don't get to see much of them. But they keep me going . Thanks again lil60 , sending best wishes . Jaynio 60 .