Surgery not now an option

Hi ya. I can not begin to understand how you must be feeling. All I can say is Try not to think the worse. Cancer treatment has come on so much. Easy for me to say as I'm only a wife, carer of a wonderful man going through lung cancer. If you have no hope you have nothing. When he was diagnosed last year at 58, I was so angry all the time. He's treatment has far from been smooth but you can only think positive. I'm still angry but hopeful. Speak to the cancer team. Hope you get some sort of answer soon 

Thank you so much for your reply. I think you are right about hope, need to hang on to that no matter what 
I too feel angry, that I would get lung cancer when I’ve never smoked. I get angry when I think about all the things my husband and I have planned for our retirement and that might be taken away. 
but I also think anger is toxic and steals the precious time left so I try to let it go. 
I hope your husbands treatment continues to be hopeful x