Monday

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Its morning again and I've woken up feeling scared this morning.  Bit kinda sick feeling to my stomach.. I dont know why it just feels so overwhelming. The urge to just break down and cry.. oh sorry about rent just needed to get it out.. 

  • Hi. You rant as much as you like. I’ve had a bit of good news, going to see the Thoracic Surgeon tomorrow at 1pm so 1 step nearer to my surgery. Worried sick but let’s get on with it! 

  • Thank you. Goodluck tomorrow. Am still waiting and ya know that's ok as it is what it is. Battling the 18 yr old seems harder then anything else..its pretty tough right now.. she pushes everyone away being nasty then turns it around where your the mean one.  I love her to death and know she has some problems but she as an adult chooses to not go to doc .so dont know how to help her or me in this situation..so sorry just needed to rent about her as this morning was horrible and if I go to her siblings she gets nastier.. soon as their gone..I feel like I'm between a rock and a hard place..

  • Pray thank you. I had loads of crap with my son when he was a teenager & it wasn’t until he was about 23 & in a serious relationship at the time that he grew up. He’s now in his 30’s with a partner & my 2 beautiful grandchildren & we are now very close to the extent that it’s me he talks to when he has problems as me & his dad spilt up years ago. I found him & my daughter both a nightmare in there teens but it does get better eventually! Hopefully you will here from the hospital soon about your results