Today

Bless him, I dont have a husband or boyfriend.  I have only my 5 kids. They know everything that I know but we were also a very open family about things.. and it's hard when I have no one but them..absolutely no family here. Like you I have a few work friends that know alittle and check on me I need someone just anyone to just break down on.. i was having a few problems with mental health and leaving my house other then work before all this appeared and now am on sick leave for 6 weeks while doctors figure out what's going on and i cant seem to leave my house at all now.  My son n law lost his mom to cancer and this has brought it back up.. but hes a good man my daughter is very fortunate..  I am thankful to have found here to talk or I think I'd loose my mind..

How are you doing today? X

• Doing better my dang nerves keep me on edge really want just one rollie.. but it is what it is and until they tell me something theres not much to do except try to quite the noise in the old head.. how are feeling today? 

Yeah I'm no bad thanks, got a text for a phone consultation for 4th July for respiratory doc , so wee bit concerned as they said nodule hadn't grew, I'm just wondering if it's anything to do with myopd, so cause it's weekend I can't get anyone on the phone frustrating, yeah it's hard to get on with everyday things .hopefully hear soon now about your plan  of action for yourself, I hope they can just do op and there's no spread anywhere else and u don't need any treatment mines was early stages nsclc, I was trying to think how long I was for results after the the scan u got yesterday for them to contact me bk, my brain bit frazzled with all appointments cause of the both times I had too many different appointments and I didn't keep a diary of anything, x

Praying it is about your copd, I've had the beginning stages of copd for a long time now.  My son(my baby hes 17) talked to me today when everyone else was out. What he said made lots of sense and I told him I first need to see what they say.  He sounded like hed been doing some research.  Hes my tech kid and sure a bit autistic but he doesnt want to be tested he has coping mechanism for when hes in situations hes not comfortable in..  I all of the sudden this evening kinda feel like it is what it is like I maybe processed a bit.. mornings are my tough one..hope you have a good night try not to worry 

Hugs

Brandie

My sons got aspergers he's 30  but he's out at work now and coping well and tbh more educated than me , too brainy .sometime we don't give them enough credit x

I saw dr 13th say after my PET scan for results 

Hi its normal to feel a bit icky it's a radioactive substance they inject, and your laying there for what 45min. I had an hour drive home after mine it was dark in Dec. Felt awful. You will possibly having a biopsy next, then meet your Oncologist I was 4 weeks before treatment started. Hope this helps good luck

I've had the surgery now and to be honest I'm fuming I was good yesterday crap today they figure the problem out start fixing it then did the change over to night staff they decided I was to sick to have the second bag of blood and took it out and through it away.. absolutely disgusted with the way their making me feel.. 

Just ask for pain meds and ignore them .

I had a terrible time in intensive care for five days!.

The senior nurse used my hand cream took my apple iphone charger and talked down to me.

I hated it

It was really traumatic I was wired up and told to stay flat  it was beeping and beds with wired up humans 

It drove me nuts and I was a terrible patient 

I expect they’re  still talking about me and my attempts to disconnect myself and get to the toilet. But then they didn’t know I was in recovery from a stoma reversal and how that affected my mental state  

They only saw the lobectomy and me being a pain in their bums 

Chin up   The operations done it’s a good news x