At the start of the NY I had some discomfort near front of my ribs left side. After around 2weeks I saw my GP who suggested it was probably muscle related. After being seen by my GP I experienced agonising pain and muscle contraction for over 3 hours, it was so bad my son called an ambulance. Satisfied it wasn’t my heart and the fact that the pain was subsiding a little, the crew left. I contacted my GP again and was sent for a CXR. I was told it would be 2-3 weeks for results however I received a letter stating I needed a CT scan with contrast for clearer views and it was booked for the following week. CT scan was done on 13/02/23 and I received an appointment to go to the Respiratory clinic 21/02/23. I have had melanoma back in 2010/2011 but there was no evidence of it having spread. I know that getting results back so quickly is not good news. I do smoke and have been a smoker on and off over the years, having stopped for over 20 years at one point. A few years ago (2019) I had treatment for removal of pre cancerous cells from my voice box and at that time my CXR was normal. I’ve had no further problems with my voice box. I have read that lung cancer only produces symptoms in the later stages and this is scaring the life out of me as I am a single guardian to my 10 year old grandson. I’m feeling so guilty that my smoking has lead to this situation. I’m getting more and more anxious and can’t focus on anything. I’m still getting pain and taking pain relief but the pain seems to move at times and this makes me think the cancer is spreading rapidly. I know that anxiety makes things seem worse than they are, but how can I not feel anxious.
Hi mama R welcome to the group but so sorry you find yourself here. It is such a scary time for you, the waiting to find out results is a really stressful time. It is only natural to feel anxious, and all you can do is try and keep busy.
There are so many reasons why you have been in pain, and although it could be lung cancer, there is still a possibility it may not.
When anyone has been referred for a lung investigation, they will need to carry out a lung function test. This is a simple procedure where you are asked to blow into a tube until told to stop. This is carried out at the respiratory clinic, and unless you have already had this done, I suspect this is what the appointment is. For a cancer diagnoses the letter would be from oncology. The respiratory doctor is able to tell you what he thinks is going on, but it will not be a full diagnoses.
Please let us know how you get on.
Hello MammaR,
Waiting is the most anxious time especially as you have caring responsibilities. I was diagnosed with lung cancer last year and was shocked but not surprised. I too had been a smoker on and off over a long period of time. Anxiety also has a habit of amplifying any pain/discomfort you are feeling. Try some deep breathing/yoga/ exercise etc. as it might help. I found sleep hypnosis on UTube helped in the sleep department. I was told by the cancer nurse to stop blaming myself as many people develop lung cancer, even if they’ve never smoked.
I hope you have some news soon and my thoughts are with you. Love Daisy xx
Hi Daisychain
thank you for your reply. So sorry to learn of your diagnosis but wish you the best of success with your treatments. It is so hard not to feel guilty as many non smokers are extremely judgemental but it is true that many healthy fit people get cancer too. When I was diagnosed with melanoma back in 2010 I didn’t smoke. My melanoma was a rare type not linked to sunlight and located on my foot. I’ve had treatment for changes to the cells of my cervix and in 2019 I had treatment for pre cancerous cells to my voice box, all checks since have been fine. I can only hope it isn’t what I’m fearing.
Love Mama R x
Thank you Mama R. I’m doing fine. Wishing you all the best for Tuesday. Love xx
So it wasn’t good news yesterday. They believe my melanoma is back. The CT scan shows that my lungs are covered in small grey dots and I read on the report rib malignancy although this wasn’t mentioned. I now have to have a neck and abdomen scan and a biopsy to give a definite diagnosis although it’s confirmed I have cancer. I was told back in 2011 that I was a high risk for MM coming back but never expected it after 12 years. I’ve had no signs. It truly is a very sneaky disease. I’m gutted to say the least.
I’m sorry that yesterday’s news wasn’t good. Hopefully you will have the full picture very soon and they can decide a course of action. My thoughts are with you just now and I’m wishing you all the best. I’m also sending you a huge hug.
love Daisy xx
Hi - I followed your story as my husband has just been diagnosed with lung cancer and I know how worrying it all is. I noticed you mentioned you were guardian for your grandchild and I know you’ll be worried about them. This is just a shout out for all the local carers centres really as they do great work with young carers (which your grandchild might now be) and it’s just something to think about as might give them some emotional support which might be one less thing for you to worry about. Good luck with your treatment
Hi I'm new to this so forgive me if I make a mistake feel free anyone to correct me so sorry to be reading your post but by reading your post amd others on here I'm hoping it may help me and I'm sure others to knowing we are all going through similar I've just found out I have lung cancer yes I've smoked on and off for years aswell I'm 37 got 2 daughters 7 and 17 and to be honest I'm so scared for not just me but them and my family was a complete shock for me and to hear them say an operation is not an option I was devastated straight away thought how and I'm going to tell my girls my husband and family what I've just been told hit me like a tonne of bricks for sure I have a pet scan tomorrow then a biopsy no matter how hard it is I'm trying to stay positive even though I know what's coming just for the sake of them and trying to keep things normal as possible I also started with pains like you and felt better after the pain went away I've felt poorly for a while but this last 3 weeks since I was discharged after being took in by ambulance I've never felt so well sleeping again eating and generally like a new lease of life everyone has noticed to this news and still after 4 days o don't think it's sunk in I wish you all the best and remember we are all in this together all need help and support and definitely not alone
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