Bitter sweet … chemo and immunotherapy has finished . Slightly shrunk my lung tumour. . To then be hospitalised after becoming very poorly. Immunotherapy did its job to kill cancer cells but then began to attack my good organs. I’m no longer being able to produce hormones. For my adrenal glands as my pituitary gland has been attacked in my head . I’m now having to be on injection and steroids every day for the rest of my life . Swapping one life threatening condition for another. Also date give for my lung removal surgery next Friday . Friday 13th of September. So hope the dates not a bad omen. Struggling with my emotions tremendously. Desperately trying to look forward with my life. But unfortunately can’t see past Friday . I’m not ready to go yet .
