Dark day

Hiya 19june61,

ive woken feeling like I’ve been kicked in the chest, worrying about my mum 24/7. 
hope u are ok xx

19june61 we all get days like this, and sometimes it is hard to shake. Just take each day one step at a time, and remember it is ok to not feel ok.  

Thanks Chelle, hopefully I’ll snap out of it in a bit.

thanks for your kind words

x

I thought about you and your mum this morning. Hope you’re ok and feel a bit better later. Take one day at a time… just been told that by Chelle and think that’s good advice today

xx

Hi, how’s your mum been today?

Hiya 19june61.

my mum is ever so tierd sleeping most the days away. She as some blood tests to be done tomo something to do with kidney functions and then she has to go bk to the hospital 4 hrs later for another blood test , don’t kno how she is gonna stay awake for that x

how are you this evening xxx 

Morning  better today thank you. Think we all get those dreadful days but I’m trying to get a counsellor to see if they can help me? Maybe think about one for you or your mum? Your mental health is just as important as your physical health? Not for everyone though.

ahhh I hope she’s ok with the blood tests? Bless her. You are both in my thoughts.

have you heard from Sari? I wondered how she’d got on with her chemo the other day.

take care and I’m here if you need xx

Good morning 19june61

so glad your happier today, I wake up and then I realise what’s actually happening,  then it kicks me in the guts,  I went to the doctors weeks ago and broke down crying, they got the mental health nurse to cal me, she was not very good, she asked who I worked for and said oh they have a good back up suppprt ask your company to arrange councilling, I work for a huge rail company that runs from London to Stevenage to peterboro to Cambridge(  and the Cambridge to Brighton / to St Albans and Bedford if ugoogle it it will tell u, don’t know if I am allowed to say the name of the company on these websites,

yes mums got that blood test today her partner of 20 years is taking her, 

what are your plans today how are u feeling x x 

I will be getting little girl up soon for school she is 5 years old x 

I did message sari and said hope today goes ok, but o did not hear anything bk x x 

thank you for your kind supportive words xxx I am here aswel for u and if anyone else needs some one to talk to xx