I had my first round of chemotherapy on 27th May. It seemed to go as planned and was ‘off it’ for about 5 days afterwards but now feel ok.
Im really worried and scared but will get on with it and I hope that it will at least buy me a little more time with my family.
I go from being sad and devastated to feeling really angry. I’m also worried about making sure the bills are still paid all whilst trying not to get too stressed.
What a nightmare and I’m not sure what I’ve done wrong to deserve all of this 
Hi 19june61, chemo can be very hard on the body, but you should get some "good" days in between treatments. Having cancer is extremely scary and your emotions will be all over the place.
Going through treatment is very stressful, and you do find yourself worrying about work and finances. Talking to people here in the lung group with people who are going through treatment themselves is very beneficial. There is also an ask an Expert section on the online community where there is an ask-a-financial-guide page, where you can get advice about finances. You can also talk to someone at the Macmillan support line on 0808 808 00 00 which as available 7 days a week from 8am until 8pm.
I hope you continue well on the chemo.
