Last night, I cooked myself Mr. Brains faggots with mash potatoes, mushy peas and a jug of extra gravy (just in case).
It felt truly awful on my tongue, I think I managed half a dozen tiny mouthfuls. I'm so upset, frustrated and almost depressed (not a joke, I do suffer with depression) by this, having been a big food lover (as I think we all are, to some degree).
Sorry, just felt the need to rant a little there.
I had my 3rd session of acupuncture yesterday. I had convinced myself that my tastebuds and salivary glands would kick start into working a few hours after said session. How wrong I was...
We are all different I couldn’t touch mash potatoes first almost 2 years far too grainy. Try sweet potatoes they can be easier. Mushy peas like wise claggy faggiots never had them but mince took me a long time tk be able to eat.
acupuncture takes time ur doesn’t work for everyone. How far out if treatment are you ?
hazel
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I’m 4 months out of treatment for orophangeal cancer
Hi You may nit think it but it’s early days in the scheme so f things.
im 7 years out and can eat most things apart from spicy. It doesn’t happen over night but give it a few months and improvements start. I went along the lines that nursery food helped me if a baby couldn’t eat it I took the line of thinking that it wouldn’t go into my mouth either poached eggs smashed avocado home-made soup cheap white bread toasted was easier than artisan bread It’s all try if you can’t eat one week try again later like I said earlier mashed potatoes were big no no for me for a good time but sweet potatoes very easy .
treatment does a lot if damage and takes time to recover tea and coffee dehydrate alongside alcohol remember that I have a few coffees but mostly herbal tea I’m the oddball i have ni tolerance for alcohol can di alcohol free Guineas or beer. My oncologist said alcohol in moderation but no spirits
just keep trying we all recover differently I managed a small Christmas dinner 4 months post but derived no pleasure the following year was much better
Hazel x
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
I know we can all get frustrated as we all would like things to get back the way they were. 4 months is still very early stage. Take little steps at a time. Try to re-introduce new food regularly and if it does not work, try again in a few weeks time. I only started eating again over 3 months after my treatment as I had mouth ulcers. After that in the first year following the removal of my peg, I stuck to very simply food : mash( sweet potatoes) , avocados, yogurts, milkshakes, part boiled eggs, mousses. I regularly introduced new food and tried again a couple of months after if unsuccessfull.
You will get there.
Fab1
It takes time and perseverance to kickstart our appetite and taste. We do get frustrated, and depression can accompany the frustration, but things do eventually improve.
A rant now and again is good for the soul, most of us have had a rant or two somewhere down the treatment/recovery line.
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