Hello everyone just here to check in and update about little Ollie turning one ️
Dad's death anniversary is also coming up, time has marched forwards so fast, I can't believe it's almost been a year.
I would say I am doing better, luckily I am heavily distracted most days as Ollie is now walking and causing complete havoc in his wake.
I like to pop back here now and then and re read my blogs, try to remind myself that we survived all that happened and we will survive this too, it's still very hard and I miss my dad dearly. These days I think to myself that everytime I hold my baby I wonder if he feels the safety and warmth I felt everytime I hugged dad. Parenting has also been hard without him, he raised me and I've been kind of stumbling along blindly this year as I've had noone to ask how to do this or that.
Most days are okay, I'm constantly on the go for my boy and it's better for me that way anyway.
Love to you all x
Hi beautiful photo Ollie will give you so much pleasure. Remember your dad would want you to remember the happy times not the sad times with him.Am sure he wouldn’t want you to waste Ollie’s childhood thinking about him in the sad times. It’s great that you are popping in hugs Hazel
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
Hi Acornette
So lovely to see your family. You’ll see your Dad in Ollie every day so he lives on not only in your heart but as you watch your son grow and blossom into a young man.
Don’t worry about not letting go. We none of us ever do but the pain eases and you remember the sunny times not the rainy ones.
Hugs
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below
Hi there!
I think you are an amazing person ️ you are beyond brave especially with everything you have gone through. You have been a true inspiration and support to me in my darkest times and for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart! Keep going! You are a true warrior xx JCPH
Keep going! You are a true warrior xx JCPH
Who?
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below
RadioactiveRaz ....Indeed she is.
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below
Cheers think she means the other Hazel !!! lol xx
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
I wondered...but there is only one Hazel in this thread...
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below
True thought the other Hazel was in the thread. well thank you. JCPH I like Beesuit and many others stick around because we know how hard it is.
Hazel. X
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
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