Still going round the Mulberry Bush

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Hello All

Been a long time since I posted anything on here.  Do pop on from time to time and good to see Beesuit, Radioactive roz, Pete and Chris still giving good advice to everyone, you guys are the best.  Still continue getting growths and having them hacked off, just had second surgery on my left ear as they had to remove some cartiledge two more positive cancers.  ENT have removed stitches and given me clear margins this week so another successful job by NHS.  Been very lucky that the team have dealt with me promptly every time cannot fault them.  Have to say though that each diagnosis and surgery adds more scars and takes longer to bounce back from.  Those that spoke at start of my journey know that all of this seemed to be related to taking a biologic drug called Vedolizumab for Crohns, so reason for update is The IBD team want to put me on another one called Ustekinumab but when i read the small print it says may cause cancer, especially skin ones yada yada and I am very scared to et them put another drug into me that may accelerate what has been a dreadfull 4 years with to date 11 GA,s, 2 x 4 weeks daily radiotherapy, 4 months of chemo and lost count of local anesthetics.  Do you have any idea who i might be able to talk to before I allow them to infuse me with another poisen.  Crohns is rather out of control 45cm of active in small bowel and some in large bowel, constant pain, anaemia and general feeling awful.  Know its not all head and neck related but I dont fit into any one category.  Despite my usual sense of humour this is making me quite depressed and worried if I agree it will be hitting the self destruct button.

Thanks all, hope you are keeping well as can be.

Mo

  • Hi Mo. I’m so pleased to talk to you but so sad you’re still having to fight. I’ll have a scout round for somebody you could see for another opinion. 
    Have your team mentioned surgery? I suppose it’s too much of a trade off for  not having to take monoclonal antibody drugs 

    Hugs

    Dani 

    Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019

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  • Mo. 
    I’ve found all sorts of online communities for Crohns. 
    Have you tried any of these. 
    I think it’s awful you have to be chopped about constantly. You must be so tired of it all. 
    How  is that Sherman of yours? 

    Dani 

    Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019

    I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below 

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  • I have looked at quite a few forums but I am very rare because of the Ferguson Smith so there is no one else that I can find with multiple skin cancers being given these drugs.  Had to rush Sherman to vets yesterday his front left paw is swollen 3 times normal size from Knee down and he had a temp, think this could be expensive.....

    this is what it says on drug sheets -----Caution should be exercised when considering ustekinumab for the treatment of patients with a history of malignancy, those who have a known malignancy, or in continuing treatment in patients who develop malignancy while receiving this agent, particularly those with risk factors for skin cancer.

  • Hi Mo. Was thinking about you and Sherman the other day. Glad to hear from you sorry you’re still being hacked around. I understand your reluctance especially if a side effect is possibly more dancers. I’ll have a look as well as Dani. 
    I’m  fast approaching the 5 year mark some days j thjnk wow that’s come round quickly ithers it’s been a long one. Glad to read Sherman’s is up to his old tricks. 
    keep posting on here it’s where you started.

    hugs Hazel xx

    Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz 

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  • Hmm. I’ve found a connection between the skin lesions you get and treatment with a type of monoclonal antibody called Anti-TGFβ 

    I might suggest you contact an oncologist at a cancer centre to see which other ones are available for crohns. They are much more likely to have an answer than a crohns medic. I wish I could help more. A lot of the language is beyond my pay grade 

    Basically there are three types of monoclonal antibody and it may be that one may be less risky than the other two? 
    Grab an oncologist. 
    Let us know how you get in. 
    I hope Sherman has just stepped on a wasp. ‘It’s the season 

    Dani 

    Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019

    I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below 

    https://todaymycoffeetasteslikechristmasincostarica.com 

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  • Thanks Dani this is kind of what I meant have posted on a skin cancer site to see if anyone else got theirs through immunosuppressants.  I am discussed at MDT meetings but according to IBD team they have agreement from lung oncology and someone in dermatology but i dont think it is my dermatologist as she wrote to me herself last week about using a drug for my FS, think i will call her secretary next week and try and have a chat.  Prof Patel from ENT has not answered them and he has seen me more than most.  I just have red flags flying through my head saying dont do it but if the drug means i am no longer in pain is it worth the risk for a few pain free years, that is serious me talking now not joking at all.

    Mo

  • Good to hear from you Hazel, lol if only side effect was some dancers.  Glad you are doing OK 5 years and counting.  Enjoy every minute 

    Love Mo xx

  • Hi Mo me n my typos they have a world of their own. Some things never change. Yes 5 years where’s that gone. Difficult decisions you’ve to make. Pain is terrible if you cant  control it so can  understand the gamble you’re willing to take. 
    Hugs Hazel xx

    Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz 

    My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com  HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now  6 years  post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help

    2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers 

    https://www.instagram.com/merckhealthcare/reel/DBs8Y0niJ8N/

  • I just have red flags flying through my head saying dont do it but if the drug means i am no longer in pain is it worth the risk for a few pain free years,

    Absolutely Mo. There are trade offs whatever you do. I don’t  know what I’d do but I’d seriously balance quality in favour of quantity. I hope you get an answer after your phone call. I hope they can give prof Patel a nudge too. Xx hugs 

    Dani 

    Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019

    I wrote a blog about my cancer. just click on the link below 

    https://todaymycoffeetasteslikechristmasincostarica.com 

    Macmillan Support Line - 0808 808 00 00, 7 days a week between 8am-8pm

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  • Oh my just spent hours on the phone talking to secretary's regarding the biologics, it seems that no one has actually agreed that it is safe to put me on this drug, I am waiting for reply from IBD asked them who actually signed off on it as secretary's are not aware of this change.  It looks like Sherman has Rheumatoid arthritus and they are doing scans and a bone tap tomorrow.  Had 2 calls from hospital making me appointments with departments i am not seeing then correcting to ENT which was left with them going to call me regarding a third growth they removed from my left ear with the results, so this also sounds ominous.  I am actually sat here in tears which is not like me.  On top of this doctors surgery have issued me incorrect drugs I could not make this up.

    Mo xx