So sorry to read this, it's thankfully a rare occurance for members of this group, but cancer is a horrible, sneaky bastard that makes its own rules at times.
I know a bit about how you may be feeling having lost my wife suddenly (not to cancer) in 2020, I'm still lost at times; a song coming on in the car can reduce me to floods of tears, it happened today in fact.
Can't tell you how to cope because I still don't know how to myself, but I really do feel for you. Horrid.
Metastatic SCC diagnosed 8th October 2013. Modified radical neck dissection November, thirty-five radiotherapy fractions with 2xCisplatin chemo Jan/Feb 2014. Recurrence on larynx diagnosed July 2020 so salvage laryngectomy in September 2020.
