So husband had his op on the 2nd June - no complications .
He's due to start another 6 rounds of Capox and immunotherapy on the 11th July . He's been told his blood count is fine , tumour removed etc . We managed to take the kids away for a week to a log cabin which was much needed . He ate a lot of bbq food which was great to see. He's feels very down , almost like he's back at square one, which he knows deep down it isn't . He just isn't mentally ready .
I'm trying to tell him hopefully this is your last stage of this crazy journey. When people speak about mop chemo , I thought it would be a few tablets . His oncologist said his reaction to previous treatment was outstanding so they want him on the same again . The neuropathy he's feeling is getting worse by the day . He sometimes can't tie his laces . I feel nervous , is it going to be the same or not so bad because the tumour is gone? . Also trying to not make it such a big thing in terms of the kids . Our 5 year old things Dads better now .
I do feel incredibly blessed we are at this point . But goodness me ,what a journey.
love to you all
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very interesting I'm intrigued to know how you get on too xx
Very brave 
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Well time will tell CT scan in Sept/ Oct 
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That’s good to know 
