Why am I so angry all the time

I TOO SHALL PASS.....funny how that makes me feel comfort none of the above really matters 

Hi Isolated Soul, welcome to the community. Well done for getting in touch n having a good rant. I think it's natural u will feel so angry if u  reckon it's all down to u. Have u tried telling your family - especially your grownup kids- how u feel?

It sounds tho that your getting angry is affecting your health. How about talking to someone else about it?Have a look at "In your area" on the home page or ring the helplne 8am to 8pm 0808 808 0000 to see what's available locally, perhaps at your day hospice or a Maggie's centre.

Above all, don't bottle it up.

Btw, on a practical note, if for some reason u don't want the kids mowing the  lawn, can u afford to  pay someone to do it, n save yourself the hassle?

Hello isolatedsoul, welcome to the group, everybody here is fantastic, so they will share, their ideas, similar circumstances most of them, are either going through, or have had experience of what you are going through.   May I say, you won't be the first of the last, who have had these thoughts.  Please talk to I e of specialists on here, try, Ask an Expert.  You may find it's your medication, which is causing your cool, to boil over.  Have you spoken to your partner and the children, and let them know, this is upsetting you?.  Why don't you try the phone in, and ask your questions there.  Alternatively the How can we help you today, it's on the main page of this site.  What about calling a family meeting, speak to your partner first, so she can prepare aswell, the the children, know that you need some help.  Oh yes, take it one day at a time, have you looked to see if there are any side effects of your medication, the main thing is your not alone don't be scared, share your feelings with your partner.  Talking about what's going on will help everybody.  I am sure you have the skills to activate a solution to this problem.  Good luck and keep in touch.

Malcolm.

Thanks Malcolm