Just turned 50 and now joined the CLL club

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Hello Everyone, 

What a fabulous place full of inspirational people, I have learnt so much from the informative posts here.

Please excuse the long post .......

Well… I’m here because I’ve just joined the club that no-one wants to be a member of, after a bladder infection with bloods taken, 2 weeks ago my GP dropped the bombshell that I have Leukaemia.

Doc said that my lymphocytes were high - 22.9 with WBC 27.5 and they were abnormal.

The next morning, I went to my local hospital to have more bloods taken for a Combes test and a Cell Marker test.

The Doc then rang a few days later to say my other tests had come back and they were all fine.

These were Celiac, Anti-body screening: Direct AHD, Anti IGG, Anti IGA, Anti IGM, Anti C3C and Anti C3D – I think these were testing my red blood cells…but I don’t know to be certain?

She confirmed today that the bloods showed that I have CLL.

I now want to know if I’m mutated or unmutated and I’m praying I’m not 17p deleted.

I’ve been going to the Docs for 3 years (same surgery, different doc) with complaints of a bloated stomach, reflux, and a feeling that something wasn’t ‘quite right’. 

I have small lumps in my neck and I think they’ve been there a while. My thoughts are that I’ve had this for a good few years.

Another thing is my upper stomach area just below my chest is swollen and mildly sore to the touch although not in the area of my spleen - but right across the middle. I've noticed I really 'feel' stress in my chest now - when I have stressful days at work, (I run my own business) whereas I used to cope very well with stress - almost thrived on it!

Otherwise I’m reasonably healthy (not as fit as I should be) my ideal weight is 70 kilos and I was around 73. I say was, because I’m now down to 71 kilos after mostly quitting drinking and having a healthier attitude to life, since my dx (a whole 2 weeks ago!)

Despite the diagnosis - this lifestyle change is such a positive step for me. I do have scary moments but overall, I’m trying to be positive and will do what ever it takes to live a happy and healthy life.

My biggest worry is my daughters 12 and 9...I really don’t want them to know until they really have to.

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    Hi headjog

    You're right, I've just started exploring this group and it is so good to read other people's experiences.

    I was diagnosed with CLL in July this year, aged 50.  I have 2 daughters (10 and 7) and we haven't told them yet either.  Quite a few people know, so I worry about them finding out by accident.   Really don't want to worry them though.

    I'm a teacher, and spent summer break with the kids from the day after diagnosis, so it wasn't the focus of my attention.  

    Went back to work today and it's now really sinking in.

    I'm inspired by your determination re lifestyle.

    Timmo

  • Yes agreed. when to tell the family and kids is always a difficult decision.

    I waited until they were 18, which for me was only a few years after diagnosis.

    Luckily they are now married and have other things to think about and distracted them

    I constantly write that a healthy diet with lots of exercise is so very important. It certainly appears to have slowed down the progression of my CLL.

    One worry for me is that Timmo you say you are a teacher, and with CLL our immune system does not now work to full capacity.  Regrettably children can be germ spreaders with many coughs and flu in the winter months. 

    I hope your time to any treatment is long...  Luckily there are many new treatments out there as well as new ones appearing almost monthly.  Google HealthUnlocked and join the CLL community for news on these. Also the CLLSA, Chronic Lymphocytic Leukaemia Support Association is a good source of reliable information.

    I was diagnosed in 2005, so next year it will be 15 years since diagnosis... Still riding my mountain bike over 100 miles a week..

    Dick