Hi everyone,
Having a difficult day. Tomorrow I have to do my CT scan for my first follow up check post treatment. Then next week I have an MRI.
Feeling like nobody can understand how I feel. Feeling weepy and unsure. Keep being told to stay positive etc. It's just been great getting back to nearly normal life, I wish I could just forget all about this now and move on.
So many "what ifs" hanging in the air. I think it's also because I have been getting over a nasty cold, but just feel so low and taking it out on everyone around me. If one more person tells me it's important to stay positive, I think I might scream.
Thanks for listening and sorry for my bleak mood,
Lulabell
