Struggling and dont know why??

I know  when I first found out I had cancer I went through every emotion,I was so angry I wanted to hit someone,but then would be in tears,I just didn't know what to do,i think it's just a normal response.You will be strong when you need to be xx

Hi Kimbe iv been through the initial shock stage and start my treatment this Thurs..iv been waiting for my treatment in wot seems forever and I lm so positive it's arrived but I'm in bits here and can't explain it!!! ..just need help xx

Hi Angela, sorry didb;t see this I have replied to your other thread! xxx

Hi Snobird were u this emotional,??? I'm in bits Again xx

I was quite scared and nervous but it's only natural to be emotional and it is at this stage we maybe allow ourselves to be down because we can.  We have fought so hard to get here.  I promise you your team will put you at ease immediately and the fear will be gone and, at least where I am, the atmosphere is generally very positive.  Feel down, feel scared and then take a deep breath and kick it's butt!  We are all here with you all the way xxx

️️ thanks Snobird. Good sleep (which is non existent atm) will defo help ..new day..new dawn xx

Yes, sleep is definitely a factor and there is nothing, but absolutely nothing wrong with you, you are going through very natural rollercoaster of emotions!  Many hugs xxx

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There’s nothing “wrong” with you at all Angela. I replied on your other thread but this is normal and understandable, particularly as you’re heading into treatment and it’s all the big unknown. You will go from positive to sad, experience all sorts of emotions and it’s just part of all of this. I hope today is better for you and you don’t feel so overwhelmed. We’re all here for you and please talk to us whenever you need to-never feel alone, as we understand what you’re going through. xx

Thankyou Sarah 

I slept bit better..still awake from crack of dawn but I do feel better. Had a pure unexpected meltdown. Didn't see that coming!

Better day ahead ️ xx