Day of defeat

Thank you Angela. I actually feel much better today than yesterday strangely as I'm waiting to be attached to the drip. I honestly don't know what happened the weekend think it was downtime then gearing up again it was all I could think of. And yes your absolutely right the battle is alone. No matter how much people try to support we have do physically, mentally, emotionally and psychologically do this alone. I'm sorry to hear that your mood has been low I hope you do get the support you need. Sounds like the side effects were very tough on you I'm so sorry that your experience has been that way. I absolutely love the idea of ticking the appointments off I'm going to try that. 

Xx

Hi again LJ 

Yes defo tick off the days, you'll be surprised just how quick it goes. I always found weekends hard but only until my meds were tweeked then I coped so much better. Don't be afraid to ask team they will usually have a solution for everything but most importantly rest when you need to. This is a long day for you so try reading resting or playing games on your phone. So glad to hear your feeling a bit better today and it's nearly the end of another week for you so get ticking that list U got this xx

Really glad you’re feeling a bit better today. Ticking off the days is a good idea to see how far you’ve come, and suddenly it’s all over. I did that too, and it helps to see it on paper. Good to see what you’ve accomplished rather than thinking about what is still left to do. Hope your day goes ok today.

Sarah xx

Thanks so much. 

Thank you

Hi ladies not good news had a head ,& neck scan yesterday..didn't know they could see top of the lung seen 2 nodgels on top of the lung  gone for ct scan 2nitr I know it's not gonna be. Spreading to the lungs

I'm so sceard feel alone xxx

I'm sorry to hear this. Hun whatever it is they're aware of it which is always a positive 

Oh Nahla you've already been through so much I can't imagine how you're feeling. How all this was missed after all the examinations you've had is mind blowing! Take time for self care right now and cry and scream at the injustice if you need to but keep coming on for a chat/rant. We're all here for you .

Hugs Angela xx

Hi Nahla

I’m so sorry to read this, and appreciate you will be so scared right now. Sending you a big hug.

Sarah xx

I'm still in shock...I know the out come isn't good.

I don't think I'm gonna for scan 2nite to much xx