Metastasized to the Liver - I'm scared

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My cancer started 2016.  I had 2 tumors in my right breast, one very large 7cm and one 2.5cm - stage 3.  Started with Chemo, 20 sessions, then surgery (breast conserving surgery) and then Radium, 28 sessions.  I was wiped after it all but was told 'clear', it was all gone.  That feeling was just amazing.  

So I was put on Tamoxifen for 5 years.

Only got 6 months on Tamoxifen when the cancer was back, two more tumors in the same breast, straight to surgery for mastectomy.  Was told 'breast was gone now so cancer was gone' but we would do Chemo again just to be sure.  Went to see 2 different Oncologist for opinions and both recommended Pertuzumab.  Great plan was in place and start date decided.  I went to Oncology ward in Hospital, Port accessed, bloods done and was told Oncologist wanted to see me.  I could not have Pertuzumab.  The Health services would not pay for it, I said we would pay for it (having no idea how much it would cost) but was told this would not be an option.

Long story short I did not get Pertuzumab, I got Taxol instead with Herceptin.  Spent 36 weeks on this treatment (3x12) then was told I would be left on Herceptin and hormones for 2 years.   Scan every 6 months to monitor.  Scan November 2018, all good, Scan May 2019 cancer was back and had travelled to my liver  My whole world fell apart.  Heceptin and hormone treatment had not stopped it.  All I could think of was my children and dying.    So after 4 months of discussions and scans and MRI's etc they decided to operate on my liver.  Results will be back in 4 weeks.  They know its the same cancer as they did biopsy before surgery but one Oncologist told me they are unsure of what category to put me in and what treatment to give me.

Please has anyone any advice, I dont want to die.

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Hello

    My NHS Consultant said because it had been turned down to quickly that there was little point in me appealing it.

    Ellie

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Hello Vicky

    Yes had liver resection.  12 days in hospital and a whopper of a scar, but we can live with all this if we can live.  They will get you up and moving very quick after surgery and it can be very hard but go with it, it is really worth it.  The first few days are the worst but go for little (and I mean Little) walks.

    Just be careful when you come home dont over do it and don't lift anything heavier than kettle or 2 liters of milk.  (I did a bit too much and paid the price had a lot of pain and had to get very strong pain relief for it to settle)

    I have started Kadcyla, will have it every 3 weeks for 3 months then another scan.  

    I would just love an answer to my ongoing question 'why has this caner come 3 times' and they dont seem to be able to get control on it. 

    Anyhow I really hope all goes well with surgery, it will, let us know how you get on.

    Will be praying for you and everyone struggling with this disease. 

    G

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Rainyday thank you so much for your reply. You have helped me alot and will definitely take your advice and not over do it when I get home. 

    I hope the Kadcyla is being kind to you. 

    I really hope the cancer stays away from you now. You have been through alot. Hopefully with the op and the chemo that will be it for you. I have everything crossed.

    Thanks again 

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    That's really harsh Ellie.  I just found this (I hope I'm allowed to link to other charity websites), where it explains that it is routinely available on the NHS: https://breastcancernow.org/about-us/media/statements/response-nice-approval-palbociclib-ribociclib-routine-nhs-use

    Is it worth trying anyway?

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Hello

    Thanks for your reply. I was given the Palbociclib with Fulversant and not Letrozole and because of that I was turned down. They don’t recognise Fulversant as being a drug that works with Palbociclib.  I was told it was not worth mr reapplying to the NHS.

    i have now had to start oral chemo as it has now gone to my liver. Thanks NHS for nothing.

    Ellie 

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    There has been an announcement today that NICE have approved palbo with fulversant for women who have already had hormonal treatment.  Is that useful for you? 

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Hello

    Thanks for the information. I shall need to speak to my Consultant and see what they think.  I am presently on oral chemo now through my private consultant and I shall have to see if she thinks it worth it for me to apply again to the NHS or whether now to stick to the oral chemo.  

    Ellie x

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Well Vicky

    How are you doing, good I do hope and how was the recovery.

    I have had a few Kadcyla now and have been very nauseous, got strong medication but that is very constipating.  Anyhow there has been good news - had my first CT scan and results are 'stable'  So plan is CT scan every 3 months and Kadcyla every 3 weeks

    We live in hope

    Take Care