On Tuesday I went to the breast clinic following a GP referral. Nothing palpated by either GP or Breast Clinic Doctor. Nothing abnormal found. Mammography detected abnormality. More difficult to see on ultrasound according to Radiologist, but he did measurements (8mm) biopsy and inserted a marker clip. Results expected early next week. I am overwhelmed! I now find myself reading everything I can on the internet and am quite frankly afraid of what's to come. I keep going over the conversations that took place and am overthinking every clue I can remember. I recall the radiologist saying it was very small and he was surprised I found it, but later when I repeated this to the radiographer she showed me the mammogram and said that "it wasn't that small." Now I'm thinking is it possible I didn't hear the 8mm measurement correctly. To be honest I'm expecting the worse but hoping for the best. I'm not sure I can cope with the treatment. I have crippling hospital anxiety which means it all just feels beyond me.
