Newbie saying hello to all

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I had my second mammogram screening recently only to be sent a letter to say my mammogram was ‘unclear’. I was then sent to the Breast Screening Service for what I thought was to be a repeat Mammogram. I had different angles of images taken and then was seen by the nurse. She took my medical history,  gave a visual and a physical examination of both breasts. I didn’t think I would be much longer after this to find out I was then going to have an ultrasound exam. Whilst there the consultant came in to carry out biopsies and then went for a final mammogram. Before leaving I saw the nurse and consultant who explained that they were unclear as to what it was they were seeing on the images. There was an area of thickened tissue which isn’t unusual on its own but it was perhaps mimicking some of the characteristics of a tumor and the biopsy would clear up what it was.

A week later I was back at the Breast Screening Service to be given my results. I have a 16mm NST grade 2 oestrogen positive HER2 negative. I got through all the information about grading and hormone driven talk and the treatment plan I would be looking at when I burst into tears. It just didn’t feel real. I felt a bit foolish crying when I’ve heard all the news and not when I was given the initial ‘cancer’ diagnosis but I have put it down to shock. I was more embarrassed to be crying than to  I’ve got pre op on Tuesday 12th and Wireless localisation on the 18th followed by my surgery on the 21st. So grateful for all the NHS has to offer. 
Anyway that’s my long winded way of introducing myself.x

  • Welcome 

    please don’t be scared, we’re all going through the same thing here your scenario was exactly like mine. I’ve been diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer stage two

    I’ve been through the rigmarole of having scans to check everything, and I’m meeting with my oncologists on Wednesday as they want to do 12 weeks of chemotherapy 1st to shrink and then do surgery

    mine is 15 x 11mm in the left breast, and I’ve been told it’s stage three in the lymph notes. To be honest. I don’t understand what any of it means and Google is not my friend lol

  • Hi Ladyfidi

    I can relate to those emotions. One day life is oh so simple, the next day it’s out of control. The shock got me too. I pretended for a while it wasn’t happening but that doesn’t really work. You wake up to the first thoughts of the day - why me, what’s ahead, how did I get here? It never entered my mind I’d be joining ‘this club’. There’s lots of us and lots of support on this site. None of it will feel real for a while. It’s a bit like being on a hamster wheel in the early months, appointments to keep, info to digest, you’ll just want to be cancer free. I hope it all goes well for you, xx 

  •    you took the words right out of my mouth x

  • Thank you so much for your kind words. Yes I agree it’s not a club I would have dreamed I’d join but I’m glad it’s here to help us on our journey with this condition. X

  • Thank you for your message. Wishing you all the best for your appointment on Wednesday. Xx