Waiting for biopsy results

It’s terrifying isn’t it. I’m also on my forties (just) 2cm mass identified on first routine mammogram. I get my results tomorrow but have not stopped physically shaking since the clinic last Tuesday. It’s all I can think about! I’m currently sitting in front of my laptop pretending to work…sending you a big hug.

Thank you. Emotional rollercoaster like nothing else. Good luck for your results tomorrow. Did you have a biopsy and ultrasound?

Thanks, yes and they went on to ask me where I would want my surgery, so I am prepared for not good news, but now just can’t prepare myself for how bad the news will be or what the coming months will bring. The derailment of normal life and the complete unknown is part of the shock I guess. 

I run an organisation (I’m stressed about work) and am normally very level headed…but this is like nothing I’ve experienced before…but you know that too x

Similar situation, own company so need to keep it together although crumbling inside. Radiologist said highly unlikely biopsy results say non-cancerous as I asked her directly on what she thought. Really, waiting for biopsy to see extent of growth and type so can then come up with a treatment plan. 

We sound very similar…it’s the lack of control I suspect

Are you happy with hospital/consultant etc? I'm in Buckinghamshire and so far been very good.

Definitely and all the permutations. The waiting is the worst as there is no concrete info so mind is running riot

I’m in South London so so far have been to the clinic at the teaching hospital, but will move to a hospital closer to me. So far the people have been lovely. 

Oh my imagination is all over the place, and of course all I have done for a week is Googled. I know I shouldn’t but it’s like a weird addiction! 

Dr Google not always a friend though. Nurse at hospital said to stick to info on macmillan and breastcancer.org. Good luck