Hi I’m new and very scared I was diagnosed with breast cancer 14th May booked in for a CT scan 17th May I attended the clinic 21st May and told it was good news my other organs were clear, I saw my oncologist 11th June and told they could treat me not to be scared, had my first chemo 15June, when I went to the clinic 3rd July my chemo was postponed because I had a superficial clot in my arm so I went back on the 8th July and told my bloods for my liver were high so had to have an MRI they told me 17th July it’s now in my liver that they will resume my chemo starting again 20th July after 3 sessions another CT will be done that they can’t really say yet what will happen, I have been left feeling like I’ve been handed a death sentence I’m so scarred I can’t stop crying I don’t understand how it was all clear to now it’s moved, I don’t want to die I just feel so helpless and don’t know what to do and now terrified it’s gone to another organ I just want to wake up from this nightmare now.
