Gobsmacked it was already a year since I turned so lopsided. So relieved I got through it all. Apart from being an anxiety sufferer I was also hospital phobic so I knew last year was gonna be sooo much fun, crikes! We got through it but we still don't know quite how. Feels great to know I have survived a year but having got through all that I have hit a low point now. Starting to pick up but boy is this a mind swiping situation. My hair was waist length and it is now 2 inches. My BC diagnosis showed 2 types of cancer. My knee jerk reaction was if there is anything in there I want it gone. Post op biopsy found tiny 3rd cancer type that didn't show on ct scan so so relieved for my knee jerk or I could have had to go through it all again arrrgh! Anyway, post chemo radiotherapy had me so worn out but one day as I got out of the car and gave hubby of 22 years the keys he said "See you later Blunderbust", well I just roared! That would be so offensive to some but I giggled all the way in to the hospital - find lightness, love and giggles where you can, it helps ! x
