A very warm welcome to the online community, though so sorry that you find yourself here.
I see you've posted a question to our nurses in our experts section and it sounds like you're having a tough time right now. We're a very friendly, welcoming bunch of people and we're here for you.
Have a look around the site - we have some long-running discussions where you can chat as well as a place to ask any questions - whether that's looking for people going through the same treatment as you or questions about specific things. We are a large group (sadly) and there's bound to be someone with similar experiences as you. We all help each other through in various ways - answers, motivation, laughs, general cheering you on - whatever you need.
If you're more comfortable just reading, that's OK too.
