Start my radiotherapy Monday can’t say I’m looking forward to it but has to be done and the medication I will have to take, and trying to shake of this chest infection which came out of nowhere, think cat knows something is going on as she won’t go far from me, feeling bit scared not about dying but don’t need any more pain, friend seem to have dried up as phon calls are getting less and less only ones who seem to care are my grandchildren, wish weather would change bit of sunshine helps instead of this dreary weather,
