Hi all just came to vent even if no one reads it lol. Having radiotherapy at the moment and it seems to be going well. In fact I seemed to have managed most of my treatment pretty well. Everyone keeps saying how well I'm doing and how positive and strong I am being. I don't know about anyone else but I just feel like I can manage the Cancer but everything else seems to be falling down around me. I didn't work during Chemotherapy and only started back before Christmas. Although part of me knows that staying off was a good decision, financially it has left us in a less than desirable situation and I can't help but wonder if I should have worked. My husband's mental health has really suffered trying to support me and get to grips with an over demanding job. I work at a local supermarket and was only given a basic 12hr contract when I started but always had overtime. Now that I'm back I'm on my basic 12 hrs which just isn't enough. I have spoken to my boss today to tell him I'm available for any extra hours he has once my radiotherapy finishes but I know what I really need to do is find another job. It's hard as I'm 44 now and my last full time job in an office was before I had my eldest who is now 12. I think in that time I've lost some of my confidence. Anyway fingers crossed for better times to come.
Thank you Tavares. I do hope so 
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