Struggling tonight

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I can’t get a grip on my emotions tonight. Still need to wait on Friday for biopsy results after the consultant told me I have cancer from what he can see in my scans. I feel like a bit of a fraud as who knows what the results will come back with & I’ve been positive mostly since I got the news last week but tonight I’m struggling to take it all in.

had a busy day at work today & actually went into the office for a change of scenery & it really did help keep my mind occupied but now I’ve just taken myself out for some quiet time. 

Not really a point to this post, apologies, just need to write it down somewhere as we’ve not told anyone the diagnosis yet. Don’t want to upset anyone else especially when we don’t k ow for sure what I’m fighting against. 

Laura xx