Hi
I thought I was copying with my diagnosis pretty well - found out 4 weeks ago surgery scheduled for next week. And then I had a full on melt down last night. The surgery has been arranged so I can go to my daughters graduation but I am panicking about the rising covid rates and having to postpone the op but I really don’t want to miss her graduation and I have already cancelled a holiday. Spa day and theatre break all of which were birthday presents.
I found myself getting really angry last night with my partner who had done nothing wrong apart from worrying about the electrics in the garage instead of being a mind reader for me. I am also resenting his decision to go back to work after having semi retired - (I am still working but have got used to there not being competing priorities) and in short am being wholly unreasonable. He is taking it well but I don’t recognise myself. Can anyone relate?
