Hi, I'm new here and am waiting for clinic appointments after an unrelated MRI showed lumps in my left breast and on my thyroid.
I was on a 2 week referral for the breast clinic, which has magically turned into 4 weeks, but yesterday I was on my NHS app (trying to book my Covid vaccine booster) when I saw in "My appointments" I'm booked in for the one stop clinic on Christmas Eve otherwise I'd never have even known!
If this is the worst outcome I know there's no good time to find out, but I'm petrified of finding out even more on that particular day and ruining everyone's Christmas.
I'm sorry, I feel like I'm babbling, but this has been hanging over me for ages now and I don't make sense to myself anymore.
Em x
It's a double edged sword really, I don't want to put it off any longer but it's just being that day that is making me worse.
You're right about the waiting, even if it's bad news I'm the sort of person who'd rather just know so I can deal with it all xx
Try to think of it this way - once it’s done you can carry on with the rest of Christmas, results won’t be back until the new year.
Bad timing but I hope you’ll get positive news. I’ve got a gynae procedure on Christmas Eve. I’m worried because by now I think everything’s cancer, but the sooner I get the results the sooner I can get on with things. I suppose you might worry if you’ve had the test or not? When I went to the breast clinic the first time they told me straight away that I almost certainly had cancer, but they were reassuring so I didn’t feel too bad at first. They tend to be very honest at those clinics and tell you as much as they can. They’ve also told people straight away when it looks benign, although they can’t confirm that until pathology comes through 1-2 weeks later. Hopefully you too will be reassured either way.
I’ve now finished all my active treatment and am having radiotherapy soon as a preventative.
The timing sucks, but when I was going through the diagnosis part, every time I went for an appointment I thought I’d get a diagnosis, but it actually took quite a bit longer as I needed more scans and the group of oncologists had to review results. You might find that they just refer you for further testing so it might be good to possibly prepare yourself for that.
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