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Hi I'm post op too I'm sorry to hear that .  How are you feeling after your op? What op did you have ? 

Jayne in  Cardiff 

1. 2 lumpectomy i just feel the world on my shoulders 

Sorry im so sad at the moment, ive my daughter who so small , im crying everyday 

I know how you feel it's a terrifying time and the way ahead or through this looks bleak at the moment. We will get through this and out the Other side . My breast cancer nurse said the last time I saw her I was in a dark place well she was right I was in pain frightened for the further and felt that I was being treated unfairly. I have recovered from that somehow! And have felt good for some weeks. My surgery was 8 weeks ago. But as you can see I'm not asleep so still a bit down on times. Do you have some support from family or friends?  And you can chat or ring Macmillan .  I have Found posting on here helps me so much . 

Jayne 

I'm so sorry you feel like this remember that breast cancer is so treatable at this time . Have you had your results yet?  Mine were a little delayed as I needed an Oncotype test which just came back that although the  cancer is gone after the surgery they want to make sure that it doesn't come back so they are now going to give me chemotherapy. This has pulled my mood down but really I need to remember that Chemotherapy is going to be my friend and kill any little stubborn cancer ( bugger cell's)  that think they can hand around. They bloody can't I'm determined to kill them all lol x  I had some mild antidepressants from my doctor when I was really down they helped a lot.  Do you think that might help ? 

Jayne X  

Thanks for your message.. Im awake crying im a nurse, its seems.. How vunable we are.. I think of my daughter more than myself 

Remember crying is ok it helps us to lift our mood . And it's normal to feel as we do after all this we are going through a very difficult time but we will get through this , we will it will change us but onwards and upwards X thinking about you 

Take care 

Jayne. And post on here as much as you like as it really helps XXX hugs and kisses 

Im hurting so much.. Um just thinking of my daughter without a mum im a single parent 

Of course you think of her and she will be fine I'm a teacher most of my students go into nursing! You lot have done so much for us all during the pandemic when you lot had to go to work whilst the rest of us could stay home safe! And now you got this it's a bugger but you can kick this in the butt!  Take each day as it comes and remember it's early days we still in shock X 

Jayne 

I cry most days... Its a death sentence