I was coping pretty well, had my lumpectomy on the 21st July, and chased up the results today, I was told I would have them in six weeks. I'm getting edgy so called to see if the results were in today just over 5 weeks, I was told they may be back next week then another week for the appointment. The calmness I felt so far just left me, my legs went to jelly, it sounds like a cliche but it happened, my legs just went weak, heart rate up, full on panic attack. I've managed to sleep for an hour and feeling calmer again. The waiting is just crippling, I was doing so wel but today is a bad day. Just needed to share that with people who would understand.
Unfortunately I do think it depends on where you are. We live in Somerset and Yeovil hospital has been amazing. They moved the chemo to St Margaret's hospice during covid but now have even more space available to treat patients. Covid really is affecting all of us!
7 weeks wow , how do you do it. What treatment did you have initially. I just want it all taken away am terrified. I have had a horrendous 18 months with other stuff going on and my mental hea
h really suffered, to the point I didn’t want to be here anymore. Now this has totally floored me and I just want to live. Maybe this is Karma for thinking like I did .
We are in London so maybe that’s why
