As I approach my 3 year anniversary, mammogram booked, surgeon meeting, I always feel so scared. The whole timing thing just reminds me of the diagnosis and surgery and all the other stuff that you just ‘do’ ‘manage’ ‘get through’. But, just like others who have been before me, I worry. All those things they told you....I, of course, dream of being free from this most horrid disease. But I often struggle to be forward thinking.....and fear of the unknown sneaks up. I’m not sure how to react....but in telling my story I , at least , feel that there is someone who gets it.
